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2nd time in double decker

2009-07-27T00:14:00.007+08:00

19 July 2009

aha, this was my 2nd time in double decker.. my 1st time was during my last year trip to thailand camporee.. i dont really have special feeling during my 1st time in double decker as it was at night, we can hardly see anythg out there>.< this time i was quite exited at 1st especially my seat was the at the 1st row!!! the view was sooooooooo clear!

this time i was alone in the bus... i just realised although i have been in kl for so many years.. i didnt really sit quietly and look at the scenery out there... now finally, i have the chance to do so... isnt the old railway station nice?

ahhhhhhhhhhh!!!! typical scenario that would happen in KL this BIG city=.=" well... i know i could hardly see this scene after i pursue my study in AIMST, that's y i stil look at it whole heartedly haha i bet kl man will laugh me siily!!!

ps: this kind f seat-- 2nd floor 1st row of double decker... try ONCE is enough! BELIEVE me! guess what? the SUN!!! the sun is burning my skin arond 2 or 3 pm! i'm sweating man!!! siao>.<

about myself...

2009-07-26T00:58:00.002+08:00

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

oh my gosh it's really very accurate! go and have a try.. it's just a few questions!
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

1st day in Aimst

2009-07-20T21:26:00.006+08:00

this was my very 1st meal in aimst...
For your knowledge, every meal in aimst, they divide all the food into few stalls according to different races-- chinese, malay, indian and also vegetarian..
for my 1st meal of course i chose chinese meal it was accompanied with a small bowl of soup..

this was our 1st photo in our room:D

ta daaaaaaaa!!! this is my study table!!! haha i must take this picture down.. as you all know, no more longer... the table will be... haha..

this was my dinner--chicken rice...

it was mentioned as "today special"

yeah, it was really special because it made many of us have a bad stomachache and diarrhoea>.<

so SPECIAL right?!?!?!
'

wohoo~~ ais kacang!!! haha unexpected dessert!!! although the ice was soooo "rough"... but.. felt satified wakaka^^ don't envy me ya!!!

Penang Journey

2009-07-20T21:04:00.006+08:00

It has been a looooooooooooooong time since I wrote my blog…
Pai seh neh!!! It’s merely because I still don’t have a laptop:(
Haih.. my gor gor lo!!! GOR hor?!?!?! Where is my laptop?

i bet you cant believe that there is a durian spesies named SUSU!!!
susu!!! can you see that?!?! i purposely took the picture down for you!!!
i did it like a thief haha...hopefully no one saw me doing this haha^^
one day, we shall try susu together! MMMmmmmmmm~~~

One more thing, oh my gosh my gosh! look what i saw?!?!!
i was going to have my lunch here!!! ASIA CAFE!!!

and this one is in PENANG HILL!!! oh my gosh i was so exited!!!

never know this!!! and guees what... the food here.. the price..

is as expensive as what you all have been eating in our AC haha

the BEST piano teacher i have ever had!

2009-04-15T22:37:00.006+08:00

awwwww.........
2day... she told me a lot of things...
she always tells me... her husband always asks y can she talks so much to me?
we talk most of the time during class...
talk more than piano haha...
bt i enjoy it!!!
2day, after lesson, we discussed about emo, 感性...
cause she realised i'm quite 理性 beside emo
talk and talk and talk.. suddenly i mentioned about my dream...
studying overseas...
she is the only one that gives me hope!
she suddenly sit down and sang a song to me... "God will make a way"
the lyrics... was so nice!!!

God will make a wayWhere there seems to be no wayHe works in ways we cannot seeHe will make a way for meHe will be my guideHold me closely to His sideWith love and strengthFor each new dayHe will make a wayHe will make a wayBy a roadway in the wildernessHe'll lead meAnd rivers in the desert will I seeHeaven and earth will fadeBut His Word will still remainHe will do something new today
and of course my teacher's voice!!! so nice~
she asked me nt to giv up my dream... she told me...

"yesterday i prayed for you, i asked god y suddenly u appear in my life? y jia nee entered my life like dis? we can talk so much! there must be a similarity between us! i am your teacher but i wan to be more than that, i wan to giv u something, that can help you in your life! jia nee, pray to God, He can listen to you, He can see your tears! :D"

then a big and tight hugged i received from her!!!
so warm!!!

"oh jia nee, actually i wanted to sing a song for u [colours of the wind] but the God seem leads me to sing that song to u which is more meaningful haha"

2nd song... wow!!! her voice is so touching!!!
i cried again...
teacher.. i know u try to giv me power:)
i can feel it...

i sent a sms to her.. she replied"i love you too"
awww.... melted!!!

suddenly realised, so many ppl praying for me...
they really love me i know dat!!!
i knew i possessed the real hapiness..
that's my life and i am sooooo satisfied with it!!!

my 1st folio in taylors:D

2009-04-09T00:10:00.003+08:00

3th April 2009, Friday

aha!!!

finally... our folio is done!!!

oh man.. i've been waited this moment for so long...

this is the 1st time i feel i am so useless being a group leader!!!

the whole folio...

i dun wish to mention again.. i think aik zuan..

you can understand my feeling most right? wakaka:D

seriously, i really have to thanks my group members...

especially aik zuan and yun ying!!!

aik zuan i think you did the most for the folio you should be the LEADER!!!

and for yy... u'll oways be with me^^

i'm so sorry for every bad temper that i've thrown to you:(

today, i feel so happy...

3 of us stay back till so late..

doing the folio together... i like the feeling.. doing work together!!!

and chuan fu... he is not our group member and yet he still stay back accompany us:D

the most important thing.. he asked me to mention he is very handsome in my blog..

he insisted me to do so.. so i just forced to do so haha!!!

i just love all of you... for being with me all of the time!!!

thanks dears!!! muacks!!!

everyday is a GREAT day!!! =D

2009-03-29T01:19:00.002+08:00

nowadays... suddenly become so close to xiao mai..
in terms of chatting in msn lar...
coz i dont think he'll talk to me face to face lik dis=.="
he shared something to me...
it's written by BJ Gallagher
so cool man!!! i wanna to share with all of you!!!

"Any day I'm verticalis a good day"...that's what I always say.
If you ask me,"How are you?"
I'll answer, "GREAT!"because in saying so,I make it so.
When Life gives me dark clouds and rain,

I appreciate the moisturethat brings a soft curl to my hair.
When Life gives me sunshine,
I gratefully turn my face upto feel its warmth on my cheeks.

When Life brings fog,
I hug my sweater around meand give thanks for the cool shroud of mysterythat makes the familiar seem different and intriguing.

When Life brings snow,
I dash outside to catch the first flakes on my tongue,relishing the icy miracle that is a snowflake.

Life's events and experiencesare like the weather
-they come and go,no matter what my preference.

So, what the heck?!I might as well decide to enjoy them.
For indeed,there IS a time for every purposeunder Heaven.
And each season brings its own unique blessings.

i am sick XD

2009-03-28T23:21:00.002+08:00

i'm sick now...
super duper bad flu...
sore throat and also going to cough..
this happens too often...
i started to believe virus can spread through phone call and sms=.="
frenz who sms and call me..
haha.. u all r in the high risk of getting sick like me..
be careful lolx!!

btw... i remember well...
shing shing said flu no need to see doctor!!!
the best medicine is drink WATER!!!
and i proved she is true!!!
so now.. i do drink lots of water!!!
shing shing i guai anot???

2nd day of hospital attachment

2009-03-25T19:55:00.003+08:00

hey guys...i hope you guys find this helpful!!!!!Goodluck in the hospital!!!!

Love you all deep deep!!!!(chuan fu called me write one)

TKS: Flaws J01 36,42,49
N01 36,43,49
J02 36,41,48
N02 38,39,44
J03 36,42,45
N03 39,43,46

Chemistry: Experiment 9(a)(b)(c)

Today's highlight
-Julin's bd. She belanja us pizza in AC. We bought her chocolate cake. She was very very happy. XD
-Amanda off-ed the light when Mr Chan asked her to on the lights.

haha got dis sweet email again..
suddenly feel lik dun wan to go to skul
so dat i can copy free notes without sitting in the classroom
still can know wad's happening in PM5!!!
正所谓：“秀才不出门，能知天下事”
wakaka!!! shuang ar!!!
this must thanks our dearest PM5 classmates
man yang and chuan fu mah.. i know i know!!! haha:D
susu... u know wad i wan to tell u rite? haha
muacks muacks muacks!!!!

erm.. today ar... went to Accident and Emergency department
woo~ we saw patients neh.. bloody one...
TRIAGE system... RED zone really so so so...

then hor.. i went to Out patient department
oh man.. 1st time saw sooooooooooooooooooooooo many patient waiting to see doctor
it's really horrible... no wonder they say they hav shortage of doctor now..
can you imagine? in a small room there are 2 doctors sharing...
and 3 patients in the room waiting for doctors=.="
it's totally different from private hospital!!!
it's super duper HOT no air-cond and you must work work work!!!
during dis visit... we actually learn a lot about diabetic patient..
we saw the doctor cutting the skin of the patient...
and lots of scary picture...
trust me!!! if u ever hav a chance to see legs of those patient..
you'll be like me...
i wanted to control my diet..
i DUN WANT diabetis!!!
although i lik chocolate so much.. haih... but..
i'll try:)

1st day of hospital attachment

2009-03-25T19:36:00.003+08:00

Today's highlight
-Alicia & Priya were sick.
-Chuan Fu was busy telling 'updawg' joke(means lame joke) in the Bio lab.
-Everyone's pendrive kena virus.
-We miss you all!!!

LOVE YOU ALL DEEP DEEP!!!!!!!!!! REMEMBER TO TURN OFF THE LIGHTS ON MARCH 28TH(SATURDAY), 8.30PM FOR EARTH HOUR!!!!!!!

oh man... i'm so touched while i received dis email...
i nearly cry!!!
this is actually wad happening:
i was absent today for the hospital attachment thingy...
i thought i will be left out after 1 week...
no!!! i wont!!!
man yang... chuan fu... they are just so sweet!!!
scan notes for us who were absent
not just only notes leh!! they even wrote highlight for us^^

okay... as a return let me share what have i done today...
today leh.. i went to forensic department!!!
at 1st i was quite worry... about the dead bodies...
but then actually wasnt that bad lar...
we listened to a talk by a doctor with the slides filled with photos..
dont really wish to discuss about the photos=.="
then we saw 4 bodies...
1st one is normal case, 2nd one is a beggar undergone autopsy to find cause of death
3rd one haih.. is a 3 months aborted foetus...:(
4th one is decomposed bodies.. having an unpleasant smell but very fast can used to it

today was an amazing day.. i did learn a lot from the program:D

朋友！

2009-03-18T04:20:00.003+08:00

朋友！你们在哪里啊？
不是我想讲lo，但是～
我真的好想你们哦！最近过得还好吗？

最近真的sibeh忙，功课堆积如山！连部落格都没时间写！:(
离开了中华，很多“中华”文化都没办法享受了！
那天回去，真的很鬼死爽！
什么鬼“中华”话都fili feleh 讲得没完没了!
好怀念哦！
你们懂的啦，去到外面，你跟他们酱讲，鬼懂你在讲什么meh？
是不是先？
所以不管我有几忙，我就是要用“中华”话写这一篇文章
瓦咔咔！

跟你们讲hor，我在那边也是一样吵，笑声一样大声
不过好彩，有一个人hor，讲话比我还大声，笑声比我更好笑
哈哈！看你们死鬼样，一定不相信我的啦
我其实也不敢相信我自己，但事实就摆在我的眼前wakaka!!!
终于！终于找到比我更大声的人啦！请恭喜我！
看到这里，是不是很想我的声音leh？
别怀疑，我还是以前的我！很鬼死38的那种
永远都不会变！呵呵！

今天很惨啊！钱包的钱给人偷了！
我酱相信图书馆的locker他们竟然上了我的心！
酱久没用钱包，第一天用朋友送的钱包，就酱死鬼倒霉T.T
不过算是不幸中的大幸，因为他们没有偷我gor的相机
还有我的BESTA!!!谢天谢地！

好啦，我又要回去赶功课啦！唉，真的很鬼死烦啊！
你们就好啦！爽hor？放假！Oijoh!!! 我beh song lar!
时不时我一定会用“中华”话打文章！
因为我真的超爱它的！

Valentine's day' 09

2009-02-14T23:35:00.003+08:00

wow... today is valentine's day!!!
okie... 1st time feel the coming of valentine's day!!!
it's because usually, i meant while i was in chong hwa..
we just ignore it... never realised the day is valentine's day...

But this year... it's different!!!
why do i say so?
it's because i received my 1st valentine's present^^
aha... dont be so surprised!!!
it's from my dearest susu hehe^^

13th of february...
it's a sweet day...
fish, yy and me wrote our wishes on the packet of toblerone...
who said valentine's day means ntg without those relationships?
i celebrate valentine's day with my 3 bf... many leh^^

okie.. my gal scouts' turn now...
at 1st, rou rou phoned me... such a silly gal...
then received message from shi an and kai yi...
then received call from pei han...
omg... they are really so sweet!!!
all tell me they love me... so touched... as they nvr forget me...
gal scouts.. once my gal scouts.. 4eva my gal scouts!!! no one can changes this!!!
i luv u all 4eva!!!
i promise, i'll try my best to find a way to come back find all of u!!! muacks^^

"this yr and yrs ahead u'll not forget
because there's a silly boy willing to accompany u"

my dr3Amz~

2009-01-31T12:21:00.002+08:00

Oh man.. look at this grand piano... so nice!!! white in colour... and located in such a romantic place!!! if this is in a transparent glass room... then perfect!!! no rain will fall on the piano hehe...
but this is attracting theives to come lol... oh my dream my dream...
"ex. piano'll live in living room"
will it really can be fulfilled?

Mr. Kok-- chemistry lecturer

2009-01-24T04:35:00.005+08:00

He is getting funnier and funnier lol
bu shi wo xiang jiang...
he oways complain that "is the air cond on? how come i am so hot?"
he likes to ask" how was your sleep yesterday?""how was your weekend"
he likes to answer"i didnt sleep well yesterday, oh because of you!""i am in the good mood today""oh, i am not in the good mood today, is fantastic mood!"
so silly rite? we always wondering why sometimes he was in gud mood... is it becoz of "gf"? haha

i'm going to tell my experience in one of the chemical practical...
when i was doing practical weighing the weight of ethanedioic acid
he looked at how i weight it... so scary so i asked him not to look at me lol
later on... he started to "find trouble" with me..
as an example, i just mentioned that..
"wow yun ying,the crystal looks like salt leh...will it taste salty also?"
then he suddenly appeared ask, "which school are you from"
then i replied" Chong Hwa Independent High School"
then he said," good, did your chemistry teacher teach you that salt tastes salty?"
man, die lo... imej of my dearest high skul gud prestigious being damaged by me>.<
sry lol... but he was shocked when he saw i am asking him question using our form 4 chemistry text book... he was so curious why i am here and nt studying UEC... i just follow what he told us" if not, i will not meet you mah" haha

but nevermind.. man yang did something for me.. she took one photo of him... he was wiping his sweat using his shoulder... haha.. so funny the picture... great job!!! from that moment, he said" i think i shall set 1 rule from now on, that is, no photo taking whenever i am in the class" lolx...
he is funny man, how come pauline hates him so much>.<

constitution of PM5 (my class in Taylor's)

2009-01-24T04:19:00.004+08:00

time flies..
i've been in college for 2 weeks...
as there are 2 ex-classmates of Yun YIng in our class..
so we get to know Chun Chee and Aik Zhuan...
Chun Chee is a very silly person.. just like me lol...
and accidentally i mentioned about qi chaul... guess what?
he knows qi chau haha!!! the world is so small man~
Aik Zhuan... his voice just like my scout p.m zhen yung..
everytime i heard his voice i thought zhen yung is behind me>.<
he is a smart person btw...
so in our gang... added 2 new members haha^^

later, man yang came to our class..
she was absent for 2 or 3 classes...
now we know she joined exchange student program for 1 year to Germany..
cool right?
so she was 1 year elder than us

no more longer there is a person called sue hern entered our class..
she was transferred from SAM...
guess what again?
she was the top scorer in Singapore... no doubt!!!
my gor just let me see news about her the day be4...
my gor asked me whether i met her too...
then the next day.. she was in my class!!! so amazing..
i was so exited you know!!! haha...
so she was one year younger than us...

there are 2 persons entered but also 1 person left..
he is Guo Liang...
he was transferred to SAM...
actually i was not so close to him..
bt since the day he left he misunderstood me as class rep
we were so exited when we met.. we were considered as so close now i think haha...
pened again...
becoz of ching yee.. i get to know chuan fu..
he is a handsome guy oso... but cannot let him know i'm praising him..
if not... he will be crazy haha...
he went to interview for student council...
he oways beg us to pray for him... for me... go to jiu huang ye..
for ching yee, go to kek lok si( hometown)

our lunch gang getting bigger and bigger...
really cool!!!
very fun!!!

start of College life...

2009-01-24T04:00:00.005+08:00

ok... college life is definately different from high school life~
For the 1st day i went to the college...
i'm so depressed as i felt so lonely and helpless there...
i missed chong hwa so much!!!
imagine now you have to adapt to a new environment...
new classmates... new teachers...
if stay in chong hwa.. at least everything was so familiar to you!!!

although ching yee my dear parisgal is in the same class with me..
but we were so weird, cause we made a promise..
we were not going to sit together as we need to make new friends^^
so for the 1st day... actually was the ice-breaking...
i sat with a guy... ok.. my 1st friend in Taylor's... he is Sheng Rong...
ching yee and i were so crazy about the handsome vice president of Student Council
--theng seng lol
but for the 1st day.. i was told by mentor," shorts are not allowed in classroom"
oh man... although she just told me softly... but it's really embarrasing haha

2nd day of college, Priya even phoned me to ask me whether i want her to leave a place for me or not... so sweet neh!!!
For the next few days, i started to know Yun Ying, Priya, Kalnissha, Pauline...
we went for lunch together...:D consider as a gang d lol
i started to enjoy studying in college...

those lecturers quite good...1st impression
bio lecturer a bit strict but since she was our mentor.. quite nice actually
che lecturer quite handsome and he wore glove be4 writing on whiteboard... scared his hand will become dirty i think... like da shao ye lol... Pauline hates him very much said that he is too young and has no experience as we are his 1st batch of students>.< phy lecturer likes to tell us story haha..
maths lecturer at 1st i taught she doesnt have correct concept bt luckily she just shows us the way is incorrect way...phew~
thinking skills lecturer very funny^^ cute!!!
moral lecturer a bit yam gong... coz she need to control 4 classes in lecture theatre haha^^ oh ya... kai hao is in the same lecture theatre as me... when ching yee and me said hi to him.. he covered his face act he didnt know us.. so bad rite?

P/s: Ms Macrina is teaching english in SAM.. lol

whO i am

2009-01-05T01:15:00.007+08:00

WoW... suddenly realised that...
more and more ppl know who i am...

2day... after my son-in-law saw my blog...
he said he has some feel... has something to tell me...

he wrote many things to me...
i shed my tears when i read what he sent to me...
yes this is who i am...
you even know me more than others as u said something about my society...
fierce to them rite? but u know i'm not happy when i am scolding them...

i think even scouts don't know this>.< ann sis does know but not others~
it's happy to find ann sis as my "sister" at the last day of camporee trip^^
going to go to taylor's subang for a brand new environmoent of study...
looking forward to it :)

i possess true happiness now~
i'm satisfy with my life now~
how about you? ^^

5s忠班旅之12月4日篇

2008-12-07T22:27:00.000+08:00

再一次的，我的女婿又得吵我们醒来看日出啦！哈哈！真是固执的我们，基本上是我啦！哈哈！我们6点以前起来，天啊！天竟然下起毛毛细雨，日出还能看得见吗？不过既然是最后一天了，我们还是坐了粉红van车，还为了怕来不及看，一次就挤了15人！那个叔叔啊，原来是看错时间了，以为7点了所以才早到，所以说早起的鸟儿有虫吃嘛！这下它可赚翻了！

这下可好了，日出果真看没有，不过还是很美～
回去之前，还是不死心，结果突然看到正在天空中飞奔的一只动物？哈哈！
回来后就变成这个样子咯，大家又回去继续当起猪来～ mama 抱着我睡，说真的，真的很温暖，谢谢你！永远爱mama！
这一餐啊，吃得真苦哦！那个司机不懂在同一个地方转了多少次才到的餐厅！而且又汗流浃背哦！为什么呢? 就是因为停电惹的祸咯！那个地区有些地方也是没停电，偏偏就这个餐厅停电！同一桌的人已不再，这一餐，说真的，吃得真的没感觉，整个过程冷清清的~好寂寞！好怀念以前一起同桌的噢！最后至少有发生有趣的事咯，哈哈！雪丽说：“记得进左边那间厕所，比较干净！”我答应了，结果一进去，发现原来有面镜子在左边，哈哈！我出来后，还继续跟她玩，说左边那间真的比较干净！

好啦，我们最后一站--安顺斜塔。真的还蛮特别的，比我想象中还好看！买了土产之后，我们就踏上归途了！

椅子坏了，不想shing shing坐得那么辛苦，于是跟她抢坐这个位子。之前还有睡在他腿上，会痛骂？睡着的时候，我感觉得到的，你帮我拿眼镜，感觉很温暖！谢谢！虽然发夹跌了，但都无所谓了！哈哈！回校的路途中，心是酸的，情绪就好像窗外的天气一般~最后，阿炳颁发了毕业证书给我的时候，我还是忍不住了！谢谢！我毕业了！在高二理忠的见证下，我毕业了！

这就是suesue啦！跟我一样感性的她，我们抱在一起时，一定会一起哭泣！“有什么事，一定要记得找我们！”这是她常告诉我的一句话。想念你的抱抱！

呐，阿炳你最想看到的照片！刚才太不正式了，阿炳很认真的准备颁毕业证书给我！

aha，正式的毕业典礼在我们湿红的眼睛下，隆重的举行了！谢谢你们！

建生，最后一分钟请来的客人，哈哈！那一晚，跟他跳了第一支舞。一开始握着手时，我还以为是女生来的呢！不是我想讲，他的手真得很滑，不女生还滑啊！臭丫头，竟然不看镜头！哈哈！

痴情的凯贤，真的很佩服他的痴情。哈哈！我跟他跟shingshing度过了很愉快的日子，不是很记得为什么印象那么深刻，总之就很开心啦！你会找到你的真爱的，祝你幸福！:)

就这样，4天3夜，好快好快就结束了！真的很舍不得每一个人！我们还会再见面的，对吧？我们的窗帘~一定要一起完成，好吗？

5s忠班旅之12月3日篇

2008-12-06T00:03:00.004+08:00

死不放弃的我们，又一大早爬起来着日出……最好笑的是，又是我们的body guard急call我们起床，尤其是我的son-in-law^^虽然有uncle提醒这里是西边看不到，必须坐车到码头，但为了省钱，我们依旧坐在湿湿的沙滩，享受着那海风，仰望着闪烁的星星，听着海浪演奏的美丽乐章……非常舒服！虽然日出看不成，风景依然迷人～

终于到了我最期待，也是我最爱的island hoping活动！不是我想讲，但是我们真的很幸运！因为我们的“船夫”真的有够厉害的！一直利用motor boat耍把戏，好像在玩theme park，时常把boat斜成一边，好像快要跌进海了，尖叫连连，非常刺激！哈哈！路途中，又看回以往曾见到的岩石，有鲸鱼啦，海龟啦，我最爱的还是那情人树^^
讨厌那电灯泡啦！

又回来这个沙滩游泳。哇，那个海水好咸哦！还有，我们一下水，就觉得整身痛痛的啊，原本以为是盐碰到了身上的伤口，但是最后我们还是觉得怪怪的，觉得是浮游生物在作怪，我都不敢再下水了！结果我跟阿炳就组队玩躲避球，一开始我那队赢的咯，最后阿炳还是赢了我2盆>.< 虽然输了，但是我很享受那过程，真的很好玩！我们还为了抢球，跌进海里呢，我还喝了很大口的盐水！哈哈！真是托阿炳的福啊！^^

aha, 这是我第一次浮潜！看得出是我吗？哈哈！最可爱的是，我竟然在这种情况下教我可爱的shing shing 游泳咯！她不会游泳，常常紧紧抓着我的手，靠着我带她游，能被她这般需要，我真的很开心！其实鱼的种类也不多，大概有2，3种罢了！不过跟同班的一起玩，就是爽！

哈哈！我刚刚睡醒，shing shing 就来个自拍

在沙滩上，我们一起团康，阿炳果然玩惯游戏，带着我那队，赢了一场^^

我可爱的wen wen～

在邦咯岛沙滩的足迹～我还会再来这里的！跟我的这般老朋友一起来！

应该很难看得出是谁吧？哈哈！左起：shing, nini, caspian
我们住的酒店Coral Bay Hotel

我们最后的晚餐，一起喊了最后一次的itatakimas，一起做无声的“喝剩”……那天，佳颖异常了！我们也吓到了！她突然变得非常客气，帮我们拿料，看到她那个样子，我就觉得心很痛，我知道我们快要分别了~ 那一餐晚餐，我的样子是快乐享受的，其实内心非常痛，每一口都是那么的不舍！
就是在这烛光下，我们共度了一个美丽的夜晚^^ 谢谢康乐组所有的安排，我很珍惜～

一起唱浪花一朵朵？哈哈！重死凯贤了！虽然我很用力半蹲，连豪杰都觉得我的脚一直斗，哈哈，但是他还觉得痛，真不好意思我真的尽力了咯！

那一晚，我想要找的人很多！kekek第一个将手搭在我肩膀，很自然的，我也将我的手搭在她肩膀。还没开始，我俩人就开始哭了！真的没办法忍住眼泪，一想起我们之间的点点滴滴，画面一个个的飘进我脑海，眼泪很自然的也流下我脸颊……她说：“有时真的觉得你很烦，我也知道你感觉得到，我们都是一样的，我知道你想的，你也知道我想的，可是当你没有烦我的时候，我却觉得很不习惯。不要太依赖别人，你自己可以做决定的！”我说：“对不起，每一次都烦你，我知道自己很烦，知道自己很依赖你，每次听见你不耐烦的声音，我真的很怕，很怕会失去你！很怕你讨厌我！真的要谢谢你，陪我度过那么多考试，那么多不开心的时候！对不起，今年冷落你了，可是我真的不懂要怎样。Kekek！”

我们哭着讲了好久，差点忘我，突然我发现原来后面的人都在等我们，我转过头，那是shing shing！我真的很开心，原来她有把我放在心上！她没说什么，大概说了：“不要再哭了，长大了，不要太依赖了。”当时的我心情还未平复，乱乱地答她：“我知道我知道我很依赖人，我会学者不再依赖别人，shing shing，当我第一眼看到你就爱上你了，无法自拔！”我们笑了～其实我很想告诉她，她是我中学认定的第一位最要好的朋友，所以我不曾放弃她，虽然有时她忘了我，但我还是死缠烂打，就是不想离开她，就是要她也接受我成为最要好的朋友。会很愚蠢吗？从以前开始，我就希望她什么事都会想到有我，好像分组时，吃饭时，上厕所时……记得初三曾经问过她，你不觉得好朋友几个就够了吗？她告诉我她觉得越多越好，那时我就知道我还不在她心里，很不好受。到了高一，我们不同班了，我更害怕了，但也无能为力。今年，看到shing shing 跟 piggy 很要好，其实我很羡慕piggy，幸好最后我还是很爱我的piggy，不过我知道piggy 还是爱shing多过我这个mama。每次看到她们在一起时，我的心还是很酸，多希望她们记得我……不过，我应该知足了，不应该贪心，他们还愿意接受我，让我在班旅时还是有个伴，谢谢！

家伟也找我，他说：“不要再哭了”我知道，他真的很好，帮我买水果……虽然每次他说粗口我都打他，他也不介意，当然，粗口也继续讲>.< 你还蛮了解我的，真的很感谢你的出现！会记得你的，放心！

一想到会离开这般好朋友，眼泪就是止不住。这时，我竟然鼓起勇气，找上may may。我很勇敢地告诉她我对她的感受，我说：“我觉得你好像有点讨厌我，每次我跟你讲话，你都不睬我，其实我的心真的很痛，我做错了什么吗？真的很对不起！我一直想把你当成好朋友……”她抢说：“可是我没有给你机会”我听了，虽然也这么觉得但还是连忙说：“不……不……不……”她说：“初二看到你跟嘉幸很熟，我很羡慕你，其实是妒忌啦！”我突然觉得，大家都渴望友谊……我没有怪她，因为我明白她的处境，我也像她，内心的我只希望我们能做朋友～

当然也少不了阿炳，这位跟我性格完全一样的人，陪我度过了整年的时间，帮了我不少的忙，给了我不少的支持，谢谢你！我们的背包旅行，要记得哦！

我看到caspian一个人，也跑去跟他讲话，我们也算同一类型的人，也了解对方的心，非常有感触，对吧caspian？要好好照顾自己哦！希望能在大荧幕中看到你的作品～

终于跟mama说到话了，她说：“长大出来读书了啦，不要再依赖人了，以后我就不在你身边了，不能依赖我了……”“我知道我很依赖你，可是其实大多数我打电话给你，真的只是想听你的声音罢了，想找个人陪……”真的很傻吧？

最后，我们一起围圈圈，点着蜡烛，牵着手～mama在我左边，piggy在我右边。看着圈圈里的人，真的很舍不得，一想到我们无法坐在一起上课了，心里就很痛，眼泪很自然又冲下来>. <>

最后，我不放过任何人，看到人就抱，很温暖！很希望我们不用分离！抱到俊怡时，他竟然把我们初二时坐在一起所发生的点滴都告诉我，说他不会忘记，我也越讲越兴奋，我说：“eh, 你怎么会记得？”“当然啊，喂不要酱大声leh”接着听到的，当然就是旁人的笑声了。他啊，以前很喜欢用Pilot的蓝笔，涂鸦自己的书，真的是把我气死！当我们打瞌睡时，都会用笔互相刺对方的手，叫醒对方！好笑吧！现在的他，整齐多了，不再那么邋遢了！快当我姐夫了^^

之后的事，对caspian来说应该很好笑吧！原本的我已露出笑容，但一看到eeling，我说：“啊，我还没有抱你！”我立刻跑过去，哭着抱着她！我其实听到caspian在笑我，但是真的不理了！很开心能认识eeling她真的很好，跟suesue一样好！有几次都是这样啦，看到我还没抱的人就立刻从笑脸转成哭脸。不是我想讲，不过真的心很痛嘛！

我不懂为什么，一起跟不懂谁庆祝生日，我的生日愿望：我们能永永远远在一起，成为一辈子的好朋友！希望会成真！

回到酒店，我的脚指甲插到脚趾，痛死了，只好找急救要求指甲剪。Bek hu 突然很感性的告诉我：“谢谢”我很坏的说：“不要现在说，等一下才讲”我很怕，我会再次忍不住流泪！之后bek hu 叫我背她出来，不懂是不是因为我让她看到我的部落格，在上海的故事。之后，我们坐在走廊。我们抱在一起，谈了起来，眼泪其实也开始流下来～她所说的每句话，都正中我的心，原来她真的很了解我，bek hu... 对不起，我爱你！

不久之后再看回这篇文章，一定还是会掉眼泪，我美丽的回忆！高二理忠，我爱你！

5s忠班旅之12月1日篇

2008-12-05T20:00:00.039+08:00

启程前，4个8婆竟然跑到2004初一忠旁的厕所拍照。那架卫生棉售卖机，这五年来我还没用过呢！看到我们的手都摆着6的手势吗？知道为什么吗? 给你们猜猜看……哈哈！

在巴士上，阿炳扮演了圣诞老人的角色，派起美味可口的ferroro rocher，不过呢，只有、坐靠近他的才有得吃，哇哈哈！当然，我就是其中一位啦！

要到椰壳洞了咯！

哇，这个椰壳洞之旅，非常刺激咯！首先我们先走陆路，看了很多奇形怪状的钟乳石，讲真的，很鬼死像勒！有美女的脚，猴子驾车，孙悟空，寿星公，在洗头发的靓女（shing怎样看都看不到，哈哈），水母，孕妇，拍掌，还有美美的love……基本上还有蝙蝠搞出来的鸡脚等等！所有的钟乳石，基本上我们正常的人都想象不到，只有在导游讲了以后，你就会说：“eh, 真的很像勒！”“哇，很鬼死像勒！”“waliu, si beh 像！”。哈哈！不过呢，我们之间呢，就有一个不正常的人，发挥着他那烂得要死的想像力，看到钟乳石呢，就随便说：“来看这边，这边是一个人的手掌，这里是人的脚！”，不过有一个还蛮像的：马戏团里鸟站的地方（其实好像打横的树枝咯）他真的把气氛搞得sibeh搞笑，懂他是谁了吗？别怀疑，就是彦盛咯！

其实走完陆路，我们竟然得从一个类似悬崖的地方滑下去，吓到我半死呢！原本的我还以为，要像滑滑梯那样滑下去，好像theme park那样，然后滑进水里面。哈哈！原来只是划个悬崖……不过也是很恐怖！我是女生的第一位，waliu原本在“上游”时还好的，但是哦，越下就越陡，到最后，我的手根本扮演不了hand break的角色了啦！那时，下面那班男生还问：“嘉倪，你有几公斤？”，我说完：“很鬼死重就对了”后，我“啊”了一下，就滑下去了……呵呵，很paiseh neh, 辛苦你们了，你们的手，一定很痛吧！哈哈！

过后呢，不懂爬了多少百steps的楼梯，畏高的shing shing 不懂紧紧抓了我跟piggy 的手几次，我们就从一个洞爬下去，前往水路。基本上，我们原本都不敢相信可以从那个洞下去，不过很多东西做了才知道，是真的可以！我们也不相信会走水路的嘛，走了才懂可以的！我们够不相信可以全身湿完咯，最后还不是湿完？哈哈！真的很刺激咯，那个水非常冷，还蛮干净的，我们还可以看到还有水滴从钟乳石滴下来，有型有型！有一个地方，因为很低，整个人都必须趴下来匍匐前进，结果我竟然在水中看到灯光，我还以为gua tempurung 酱high tech, 放一个spot light 在水里，结果……原来是mama的torch light跌进水里，真是炸到！呵呵XD

在gua里，竟然有个小瀑布呢！经过的人，都把身体靠过去，冲一冲！超爽的！

Shing 终于顶不顺啦，鞋子里的砂石实在太多了！她脱了鞋和袜子，把袜子拿在手上，又穿回鞋继续我们的旅程。其实，我的脚也被砂石磨得好痛，可是我坚持，忍！忍！忍！哈哈！基本上，我的裤子不懂被什么东西刮到，竟然破了！吓到我了啦！幸亏我的衣服够长，我就死命向下拉死命向下拉！讲到那件黑衣，我就无言。那个ah gor也不检点下，穿无袖就很性感meh??? 够力38，我有够pai seh lar!!!

终于，我们从洞里爬出来了！在急流上休息，大部分的人都第一时间把鞋子脱下，清一清鞋子里的砂石。一部分的人，竟然躺在急流的地方，享受急流冲击身躯的快感！我当然也不落人后啦! 只是想不通，我们为什么会愿意让洗脚水冲洗自己？哈哈！还有啊，正当我躺得舒服，那个死国滨竟然把他鞋子里的水冲到我脸上，oh man... 脏死了！不过呢，大家还是很尽兴的用洗脚水大水战，我们真的疯了！

哇，重见光明咯！我们发现，只有少部分的人的入门帖子还在呢！shing shing 和 lavina 的~

哦，这个骗钱的厕所，我永远会记得！进去换个衣服，竟然要一零吉，真会赚钱啊！下次一定只叫一个人帮忙拿衣服，其他只付上厕所的钱！骗回你！哈哈

在车上，4大美人排张照，哇哈哈！

oh man, 竟然给shing发现到刘明华老师开的摊?! hehe

午餐时间到了，我叫了滑蛋河和甘蔗水，可能是肚子饿了，特别好吃！我跟shing叫同一档，结果一个小女孩来跟我们收钱，结果整桌人RM3.80,RM3.50傻傻分不清楚，子莹还说我20仙都要拿回来，欺负小妹妹tim...哇，最近经济不景气，不理那么多了，要tips我可以给她吃一口我的滑蛋河！hehe! haiz... 太多人叫同一档了啦，幸亏我不是~ 结果，lavina, kekek 和 bek hu yam gong 到要打包上巴士吃！

我们到了炭窑，就是制造碳的过程啦！陈导果然给我们上了珍贵的一课。还记得，烧炭要20天，闷10天……记得，（有炭窑，有削红树的执照）=很有$$$ 哈哈！最后，我还逼我的女婿拍一个看到炭窑，看到烟，还有看到火的照片……是不是拍得很不错呢？还记得我六年级毕旅时，那时digital camera 并不普遍，我很龟毛地将我要拍的风景，要看到的东西，拍的角度都要求帮我拍照的人，务必将它们拍进镜头，哈哈！所以照片洗出来，都没让我失望！yim jim 到~不过最近没这样了，因为digital camera嘛，拍到不好看就从拍咯！haha^^

在巴士上拍的一张照片，这里就是瓜拉古拉美丽的风景啦！不知道为什么，这里的庙宇特别多，真的是多到，每到一个角落，一定看到至少一座庙！

难的一见的：晒咸鱼啦！突然想起38的瑜恩咯！咸鱼妹~

这里到处都是红树，这就是prop roots 啦！若我早一点来，我的美术一定画得更好！哈哈！比较起来，我的画超逊色的啦！

哇哈哈，睡觉时给shing check 到我的相机竟然有他的照片~ 是啦，使我偷拍的，不是我想讲，他真的有点帅，只是矮了一点！haha^^

难得一见的sampan!!! 哈哈，tofu还特地show给我看！

在匆忙之下拍下的照片，我超喜欢的！其实我们在捞ham，原本我还以为要到烂泥去捞，结果原来是在海中央哦！不是我想讲，真的有够难捞的！有些人怎样捞就是捞不到，尤其是那个driver咯，一直笑我们，结果自己还不是老了很多空的笼子？哈哈！我一次就捞到了了咯，听到大家的掌声，感觉超爽的！真的很吃力哦！

在船上，我们美丽的回忆！

超美的风景，感觉很舒服噢！

看着海鸥展翅高飞，想起杨老师送的鸽子……希望大家在展翅高飞的同时，不妨回一回头，想起我们之间美好的回忆，想起我这个傻婆……累的时候，记得停下脚步休息，记得永远有支持你们的我和5s忠！要好好照顾自己哦！迷路了，一定要问路！:D 无论将来飞的多远，最后我们一定会好象海鸥般重逢，对吗？

真是多谢chuan xiang ah gor 叫我的macro技术，我又拍了一张得意的作品！这些siham在瓜拉古拉到处都是，听陈导说，以前的人只挖ham的陷，结果可都丢到家里附近，刚好堆满这些壳的地方寸草不生，拿来晒虾米非常适合！不是近看，你绝对以为这些可是铺路的小石头！

这里就是我们下船的地方了，是不是很有渔村的feel?haha因为的确就是渔村啊！地上铺的就是siham的壳啦！红红的就是虾米了！

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原来是染色的啊!

“itatakimas”有了阿炳在，绝对少不了日本习俗啦！有了我在，绝对配合！有了女婿在，杯子绝对够，要冰不要冰决不记错！最后少不了，“kiowa arigatogouzaimas” 虽然听起来很toh sui但，真的很有feel！我很enjoy，同桌的也一样吗？

米粉炒螃蟹~可怜的阿炳，对螃蟹过敏，还一直被我跟peggie欺负啊！还不错吃的啦！

吃完点心后，我们就前往一间住宅区，基本上那个就是我们住宿的地方啦！piggy 一来到就拿出她的宝贝抱枕（从马航cho的）躺在床上！
人可爱就是不同，怎样睡都觉得可爱！

我们的晚餐，玩一玩BBQ咯！

BBQ 时有很多人都收到sms说月亮笑了，lenglui老师还打电话来叫我们找月亮

可惜那儿的天气一点也不好，下着小雨，没有月亮～
虽然没有月亮，那一晚仍然精彩^^

am@zing @rt works from beer cans

2008-11-30T16:51:00.007+08:00

can you imagine that all of these art works made of beer cans?? Cool man~

while using big beer can... they made a small can on the plate can you realised it?

i wonder the whether the guitar really works...>.<

they used the bottle caps to make the "button" of the trumpet... isn't it cool?

Behind the trumpet... can you realised the mini chairs are made of what? the can opener lol...

this is my favourite!!! violin!!! Wonder whether i can play this violin... how was the sound like ya? hehe

i like this art work especially the tyres... using the base of the can plus a few holes... haha... so creative~

~mY g@l sCouts~

2008-11-30T12:06:00.006+08:00

致： my dearest jia nee~你问我为什么上一篇只写一个句子罢了...酱阿...我不是写多多咯...hehe...其实叻...我也不懂要跟你讲什么啦...不是对你无言...是太多话想跟你讲...不知从何说起...真的真的很想你哦...“小队长”过后都不懂几时还会再见到你...说不定...你的肩膀可能不再属于我的了...呜呜呜...抑或是...再过不久...你也可能忘了我...但...我有个小小的要求...你...可否在心里的某一处留一个小小的地方给我...真的...小小就够了...别把我完全从你的记忆中删除...突然间好想抱你哦...想再次感受你臂弯中的温暖...还记得那时我想过要退团...你把我叫到你的班...跟我说了很多（忘了确切内容，表怪我啊，我有听你讲的）...我竟然在你班哭了...想起来还真的很“鱼”...讲真啦...我在团跟同批的感情都不好的...不是他们的问题啦...我认为应该是我的问题...唉...不懂怎样讲啦...不过...进童军有件事的确值得高兴的...就是认识了你...虽然我不常见到你...但...当我看见你时...就有一种熟悉的感觉...真的好爱你哦（注意：我不是lessbion）...总之就是...你真好...我会永远记得你的...希望你也是哦...就算某一天...你真的忘了我...我仍会用这一句来安慰自己...“不在乎天长地久，只在乎曾经拥有”

my d3ar roU roU wrote this 4 me...
actually she is just form 1 now...
but we have a very close relationship~ very close
do you know why?
it's just simply because whenever i saw her... i saw myself in the past!!!
she has an almost the same life as when i was her age...
in 1(Zhong), in scout, a girl, tanned skinned because of marching competition...>.<
but in fact... she is more pity than me... as she was a monitor this year...
i really can understand her... monitor and scout... especially she was just a form 1 student...

it's really a weird feeling when i saw her...
i wished to protect her... as in the past... someone protected me... her name is called 美心
i wished to give her my love as i received meixin's love in the past
i understand her... i knew she wont able to gain more than what i gave...
i will not forget you... my shoulder is always belong to you...
i will fetch you whereever you want me to fetch you go in the future...
i will find you in the future!!! promise!!! muacks!!!

i'm just like a big mother... right?
i can still remember while i was in standard 5... there was also a girl named Eugine...
standard 4 i think... a girl scout too...sticked to me too... just like rou rou...
in fact, all of my girl scouts are my daughters!!!
i love them forever... how you all love me... how i will love you...
maybe love more than you.. but never less than your love!!!
this is who i am...

UNDANG class+1st time driving...

2008-11-30T01:25:00.002+08:00

this morning i went to sit for undang class...
oh... this was terrible!!!
the 1st thing, they didnt tell us about the dressing code
so we wore in casual to attend the class...
in fact the person fetching me there( my mum's malay fren who is now a driving teacher)
asked my friend, sapo to change her slipper in my house...

but... when we have reached there...
all malays>.<>.<
so embarrassing...

later... the air cond is more terrible...
they were all wearing long sleeve of course they feel nothing..
but actually the air cond was very cool!!! haha^^
and in fact, the malay girl sitting beside me felt cold too...
when we asked a malay guy to increse the temperature of the air cond...
we thought he purposely told teacher," ada yang sejuk, cik"
and he looked at us... followed by others looking at us...
oh... my gosh!!!

but my sapo was optimistic enough to make me felt less embarrassing^.^
overall we were still happy rite?
who asked this is the cheapest centre my parents can find... RM825 included P liscence
the most important thing is the teacher will be a woman (my mum's fren) hehe

after my class, my dad bought me to 九皇爷 there to learn driving
SSSSSSHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhh...
haha... keep on turning in the temple... quite weird actually...
and also quite scary... i kept on sweating lol
what a cool experience!!!

~Pavillion-Sungai Wang-TImes Square~

2008-11-28T23:00:00.000+08:00

1st time went out with this 38 gang lol...went to pavillion
(back left)may teng, me, dumex, yogurt, jia hui, fei yu ching, may may

(front left)kai xian, yon sheng

actually chuan xiang ah gor is with us... bt he wants to be camera man...>.<

he is really pro in taking photograph lol... BRAVO

actually, we shall meet there at 11am...

in fact i woke up at 10.30am, i knew i was late... and so pity that there's no one in my house!!!

fortunately my brother who was sleeping would like to bring me there...

he is good to me today!!! because it's the 1st time he asked me whether i have enough money

the most amazing thing is he gave me RM30 although i told him i have enough money^^

i rushed there in time!!! bt... many were late...

the most terrible is... YOGURT!!!>.<

haha... she reached at 11.30am...

she still able to buy her favourite 珍珠奶茶 before the movie starts.. hehe

we went for a movie-- TWILIGHT

for me... it's really a great movie...

it's about a vampire named Edward Cullen fall in love with a beautiful girl Isabella

they loved each other and the most amazing part is...

the family of edward likes Bella too...

they act her as part of their family and all of them tried their best to protect her from being killed by other vampire!!!

the cullen's tried to save a human although they might lose their life!!!

in my heart, i hope that 5szhong is the cullen's...

ok, after finish watching the great movie...

we walked to Sungai Wang...

to Kim Gary... this is my 2nd time to Kim Gary...

i called 芝士荷叶牛扒炬饭意大利红酱

it's really delicious!!! MMMmmmmmmmm

i love cheeeeeeeeeeeeeese XD

yogurt's meal was being forgotten by the waiter...

wakaka.. so funny... it's because she wanted to leave the earliest but get the meal the last...

pity yogurt^^

after the lunch...
may teng and i went to find a sponge bob for peggie...
i found one... RM 25.50... so expensive...
then i said too expensive... then RM18...
waliu... then actually i really dont know what to do... then i told him we'll be back...
then he offered RM15...wakaka...
but at last we didnt buy it... because may teng said that times square might be cheaper...

i trusted her... but guess what happened the end?
RM16.90 for the same doll...
haha... we are too tired... so we bought this one...
hope peggie wont know we wasted her RM1.90...hehe^^

end of SPM... end of Chong Hwa life

2008-11-27T18:34:00.000+08:00

I've found back this blog finally...

WoW... today is my last day for SPM examination...

I am so exited now..

3 weeks suffering..

that's enough!!!

i'm free now!!!^.^

i had my art exam in the morning...

this is what i've drawn...

Erm, actually not very nice huh?look very boring>.<
but... i hope that my dear teacher knew i have drawn this...
her favourite mangrove swamp!!!
there are pneumatophore, prop roots, butress roots!!!
this is after drawing the art for trial paper...
i discovered the way of drawing the movement of sea...
i felt quite exited as i improved my drawing...
since last time i used to draw about forest only>.
<at least for now, i have something to draw other than those scenery i used to draw!!!

haha... cute ketua pengawas...
he purposely showed me the brown envelope...
saying that my drawing is inside
both of them are very good!!! they allowed us to take photo after the art exam :D

i have done something crazy today too

i asked all of my classmates to sign my PE shirt...

it's my pleasure to have all of their signature and their wish...
but unfortunately.. i couldnt find all of my classmates...
but i will still try my best... to gather all of their signature...
so anyone realised that you haven sign for me... please give me a hand...
haha!!!

So fast, 5 years Chong Hwa life...

ended like this...

will you all remember me?

how long will you all remember me?

i will remember all of you !!! forever!!! Muacks!!!

must always keep in contact o!!!

给小敏的一封信：你不知道的--传字条给你的过程

2008-10-30T13:29:00.000+08:00

那一天早上，我做好了准备后便打个电话给你
打算如你要求提醒你要替我送行
怎知道接电话的不是你，是个男生
他说你还在睡觉……
结果我好像很过分的要求他叫你醒来

你接了电话以后
原本的我很兴奋
怎知道你好像把一切都忘了
从你的声音我知道你很累，刚睡醒

当时的我真的不知道要怎么开口
难道要我厚着脸皮说你不是要替我送行吗？
不，我说不出口……
结果我只好，随便找借口，想见一见你
还记得我告诉你什么吗？
我说，你还有你朋友的东西还在我房间
问你要不要拿回去，还是我过去你房间拿给你

可是，我却得到你冷冷的回应
你说：“我在睡觉，不是很方便”
当时的我，真的很心痛……
我在想，你把我给忘了吗？

当时的我，竟然厚起脸皮来了
说：“可是我要走了哦，那些东西放在这里很危险哦？我拿去你房间好吗？”
结果，又一句冷冷的回应再割痛我的心：“啊，随便啦，酱你拿过来啦！”
那是，我又喜又痛，拿着整叠的东西给你
一打开门，你却只把头伸了出来
我把东西交了给你后，我说我要走了

我一直想要你记得昨天你说的那句话
结果你说：“哦，拜拜”
又一句冷冷的话
我强忍着心痛，回到我的房间
拿起笔，写下那字条

小敏，其实那时我很想抱一抱你
跟你说再见，我真的很怕你从此忘了我
写着字条时，眼泪情不自禁如泉水般夺眶而出
拿着字条到你房门前时，心很慌
怕你看不到我留下的字条，塞在插卡处
又怕那字条在你们开门时飞走了

说真的，你能看到那字条
我真的很惊讶，我不知道为什么你会发现它的存在
我真的很感谢上天让你看到那字条

最近，发现你好像快把我忘了
我真的很害怕……很害怕……
拿起你的黑色发夹（你不在时，我偷的>.<）
放在我身边……
至少有一天若你把我忘了，还有它陪着我
提醒着我，我曾经有过那美好的回忆--小敏
我真的好傻对吧？

上海之旅之精华

2008-08-16T01:55:00.000+08:00

整个夏令营，最令我难忘的当然是那最后一夜，那最后的晚餐。除了因为我们得了航天科技知识竞赛二等奖可以为国争光之外，那天晚上我们大家一起玩、一起拍掌、一起做手势、一起唱歌、一起玩海浪、一起参与表演、一起拍照，那种不分你我不分国界的感觉非常棒！我永远都不会忘记得！绝对不会！在巴士上，我们也狂欢了好久。尤其是替培志庆祝生日，唱了大家都会的生日歌，有普通话版、澳语版、英文版、马来西亚文版甚至我们乱创的印度版以及什么南无阿弥陀佛版都唱出来了。大家还原以为印度版的是真的呢！最后培志回唱了自己即兴作词的生日歌“谢谢你们的生日快乐，谢谢你们的生日快乐……”。还有，“roti canai dua dua dua”又从台湾同胞口中传出来，大家跟着唱，high翻天！那天晚上回到酒店后我决定不睡，果真有收获啊！我认识了更多的朋友，更是找到知心朋友，多难得啊！牺牲睡眠时间绝对是值得的！

天下无不散之宴席，我们终究必须离别。那天我为了写张字条给一个没有缘的澳门室友—小敏写字条，滴下了不舍的眼泪，夹在她睡的房的插卡处，差点赶不上巴士。来到巴士前看到那班一起没睡的同胞以及马来西亚柔佛的同胞送我们，好感动，还来不及跟可爱的柔佛带队老师拍照，我就上车了，想起了还是会后悔，但当时我知道我会很舍不得大家，所以装潇洒地先上车。但是从玻璃窗望下去，我忍不住了，我再也按捺不住我的眼泪，眼泪就像泉水般夺眶而出。真的很舍不得！真的不想离别！看到香港的同胞—Wingi 和菇菇叫我别哭，我的心更痛，眼泪更是不听使唤！

在车上，我沉默了一阵子，我设法让自己冷静些，但是台湾的小丸子一发现我湿红了双眼，也叫我别哭，我听了，眼泪再次流出我眼眶。大家越劝，我的眼泪越是不听使唤！牛排更写了张纸条及送了小礼物给我，真是感动极了。大家在巴士上以及离开巴士前给我的拥抱，我永远记得，那个温暖，永远藏在我心中！我们的成诺—一定要再联络，我一定会守着它！看着他们在巴士下拿行李，看到他们叫我别哭，我心疼极了但眼泪就是不听话！巴士开车前，他们又对我们做了roti canai dua dua dua 的手势，告诉我，我怎能不感动呢？我爱死你们！回到家，小敏与我联络上了，她在她部落格里为我留言，我看了眼泪不知不觉就流下来了。她给我一个承诺，说一定会来马来西亚找我。小敏，我一定会等你的！

張嘉倪 - ( 倪倪 )
我沒有好好珍惜和你一起的時間..
現在我後悔啦... 真的很後悔..
跟你睡覺只有一個晚上...
跟你拍的照只有幾張而已...
害你自己一個人在房間這麼害怕...
可是... 你還是對我超好...
我累的時候..你會關心我... 溫柔地問我 " 是不是生病啦 ? "
每一次見到我我們都會很熱情地跟對方打招呼..
這是我們的指定動作... 走前的一個晚上..
你會親自打電話過來說想要跟我拍照...
那天晚上我還在跟朋友在玩...
不過還是有跟你拍照...
可是酒店的燈光跟本就一點都不好..
照片不好看... 可是回億仍在....
那天晚上你擁抱著我說 " 我明天要走啦，你要記得我呀 ! "
我沒有回應她.. 因為聲出淚水必出...
晚上陪你上去的時間跟你玩了一個遊戲'
你揹著我蓋著眼睛... 要聽我的指示去那一個房間..
結果成功完成...
我提議這個遊戲的時候你還說'
" 好呀 ~ 我要相信你..你也要相信我" 聽完心很溫暖...
在我心目中你就像個大姐姐...
會很多很多很多的東西...
很會照顧人... 有很多東西說...
很可愛的一個女孩子....
跟你玩完遊戲臨走前還叮囑你...
明天走的時候一定要叫我起床替你送行'
結果我因為太累... 所以沒有跟你送行...
只是在一個濛瀧之間跟你說了一聲再見...
結果當我睡醒的時候見到門口有一張字條...
看著字條... 淚水一滴一滴一滴地落下..
想不到，原來我在這個下令營最捨不得的是你..
可是那時候已經太遲啦..... 回億已經過去了...
再也沒辦法和你創造更美好的回億...
不果我一定會去找你的...
馬來西亞... 我一定會去...
這一天不去... 下一年都會去..
下一年不去.. 下下年都會去...
這一輩子沒可能跟你見面的時間就只有那幾天'
沒可能.... 我們一定會再見的...
我要你把我為你掉你眼淚還給我...
上飛機不經意又拿了你的紙條出來看...
再滴一次... 兩次...三次..四次..五次...
謝謝你，我最愛的張嘉倪
我是不會忘記你的，放心好了....